Really big issues februarie 28, 2009

This week ….this weekend more appropriate i’m pissed.No there is no tearjerking tragedy and no there is no drama “for my momma” (had to say that).But as i usually learn stuff from banging my head in a wall ….no exception was made .So i’ve learned that there isn’t so much harm you can do to you as an individual than you can do by yourself.The human mind has strange forms of healing and some strange forms of showing you when to quit.

So i officially declare….I QUIT.I’m too pretty to have wrinkles

Second in line would be the fact that i lately behave like a 16-year old teenager.It’s not enough that i have someone at home waiting for me and usually giving a fuck about me….it’s not enough that i’ve fended pretty good for myself…I had to step on my dignity in four dimensions (yeah …i do it all the way baby).So yes my adventures in the real world end badly.I will stick from now on to my fairies and to my dreamworld…because that’s where I belong……..I’ll be the one dancing down the stairs like a fucking  fairy floating on magic powder…

I feel good now.I have shared my stupid side.

Music please.

And a smoke for me

Save me from myself if you ever really cared
Save me from myself, tell me you’re not scared

Intensity that grows within me
Reflections of my pain
I’ll create or I’ll destroy
But either way it’s always in my veins

And if i’m not rescued  I’ll always have…:))………Pantera kids

We didn’t know you’d break the bottle that the magic
Came in to use those jagged shards to cut our wrists
And neck. And you’d do it too, you’re that kind of dude.

I’m serving too many fucking masters.
[I told you. I told you motherfucker]